YearEnd

As I Reflect , on the days, weeks , months since my life was put on hold , the enormous void, left in my world where I used to be
not able to do the things I wanted ,UNABLE TO COMPLETE, complete the simple tasks before me. I couldn’t follow through with my end of the bargain ,

many times and so many lost moments , regrets frustrating limits .
I couldn’t show up to my job, support my friends and colleagues as I should have, how i once had.

my obstacles overcame me . i gave in…. in to the pain , sadness overwhelming fear. I can not make this better , it must be endured . the last light of the year passes , leaving the space with no clear answers my life in the shadows