what do i want?

I ask myself what is it ?

Why do i make list after list?

Well , when i finish this all will be well.

I need time to finish!

What do i have to finish ?

Organizing my photo albums,painting the kitchen?I just want to have some time.

W,hat the hell does that mean. I have always planned ,what am I afraid of ?

Self improvement, reading writing quoting,is this just fluff? Substance ,peace,time,what i long for .

I have time ,peace is attainable.

Substance is my life.

got it!