I can’t find the words to describe how I feel Lost, empty, sad. Today's been a rocky day moments piled on top of each aching , reaching for that one wishing for this wanting that smiling signing crying memories one on top of another little voices, tiny hands filled up hopeful warmth, sweetness, moons shine,… Continue reading one of those days jenga COPIED 10/12/2025
Category: intentions
everything we do or say must be intentional for there to be meaning and not be misunderstood
marriage at the shore COPIED
Life as we know has it’s ups and downs , expect the unexpected, lean in , it’s not a rose garden. On amd on I could go We are all living our lives each day , that is brand new never before has the day been , nor will be again . Every single day… Continue reading marriage at the shore COPIED
walk away
I will walk away, …. very slowly one foot in front of the other away! let her go and walk away the call back is there “don't go please don't go” she is not new or old or good or bad she is full in me so afraid of the misstep There is no room… Continue reading walk away
what do i want?
I ask myself what is it ? Why do i make list after list? Well , when i finish this all will be well. I need time to finish! What do i have to finish ? Organizing my photo albums,painting the kitchen?I just want to have some time. W,hat the hell does that mean. I… Continue reading what do i want?
In that moment
In that moment, I could no longer protect him, keep him safe, and hold him close. My hands could no longer cover his ears and eyes from the injustices of the world, things to come and not yet seen. In that moment as if in a free fall, all the years of nurturing, loving, protecting… Continue reading In that moment
unspoken misunderstandings 