meatballs and sauce . always brings the tribe front and center that evoke happiness in me. “This is so good, thanks mom “ “this reminds me of” they chat amongst themselves. I listen almost with out breathing , i dont want to break the spell. It’S rare to have many together now, they have lives… Continue reading thanksgivings
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thanksgivings
Comfy bed,fresh clean sheets Empty day on the calendar Blue,all blue it’s soothing to my soul Goodwill,time with the last 7/24/2021
patience
“To be fully alive, fully human, and completely awake is to be continually thrown out of the nest.” Pema Chodron ~ Lying in my bed last evening watching a program with my 13 year old daughter, a moment to treasure so rare , these days. Heart is full, content, cozy its all good when all of a… Continue reading patience
walk away
I will walk away, …. very slowly one foot in front of the other away! let her go and walk away the call back is there “don't go please don't go” she is not new or old or good or bad she is full in me so afraid of the misstep There is no room… Continue reading walk away
what do i want?
I ask myself what is it ? Why do i make list after list? Well , when i finish this all will be well. I need time to finish! What do i have to finish ? Organizing my photo albums,painting the kitchen?I just want to have some time. W,hat the hell does that mean. I… Continue reading what do i want?
unspoken misunderstandings 